Today was madness. Reached school majorly late but thank God I've done silk screening so I wasn't so lost heh. Then the lines at Xorex was CRAZY. Sent a mass text to the people I know in Design complaining about these fucktards who can't go to their own schools to print.


You have lousy print shops, DEAL WITH IT. Mafakers. I was mentally stabbing each and every one of them lah. THE LINES WERE CRAZY LONG OKAY.


Can't wait for this Saturday though. Kinda madness to handle everything. But so far so good. I hope he's happy though it's not much... O.O Baby you da best. Heh.


Possibility of not sleeping tonight; HUGEASS.


CIAO~
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My life is back on track. :)


Okay fine, school is never on the right track but it's okay as long as I get it done eventually rightttt.. Hahah. And got myself a Mac to make things easier for me... :)


My medic is getting himself one too! So macam matching matching right like that.... Hahah.


Sometimes I forget. I forget that I'm so blessed with love from all around. I never complain because I know life has always been kind to me....... So far.


I have my boyfriend, my friends and especially my family. I love you all. :)


Good night!
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(a) Teehee I'm shy..
(b) My watch is shiny and I love it.
(c) The boyfriend will make my kids black muahaha.
(d) All of the above.

Things have been pretty much up and down. I rarely have time to come here anymore. :( Maybe wait til I get something shiny and new from me daddy muahahahha hahahha. Ok stop it.


Anyways, my Mum and Grandma's gone for the month. My sister off to US for a vacay with Ray hey that rhymes. And my bro is hardly home. I fucking hate coming home to an empty house. Get home sick real quick :(


My birthday is coming soon. Finally 19! And this is what I hate most about being a November baby. By the time it comes to my birthday, it's so bleahh~ and so yesterday to be 19. Bloody hell. At least this year I have my awesome soldier to be with.


Met his mum the past week. FUCKED NERVOUS. But thank God for his little brothers whom I'm soooo in love with. Hahaha. Singapore Idol was on TV. And his mum was complaining about Duane. Yah yah yah, I happen to like him cos he does have a nice voice even though he's fat and his teeth is sumpah pecah O.O Then his mum said, "bile ni gemok nak kluar?! buat sempit tv je!" Hahahahhaha bloody hell I laugh like mad woman siaks!


Should bring them kids out soon. They are x10000000000 cuter than my man. Seeeeeriously. Nyahaha.


But as things get more serious with him, I feel like I'm starting to care too much about what people think of me. It's just that I love my friends so much and I freak out when I don't even out my time with them, school and all. =/


I love my Shahrul and God knows where I'd be today if not for him. Really.


In other news, I'm super damn paranoid that the new maid is up to black magic voodoo nonsense. I'm serious! She smells funny.. O.O


Loads of publication CRAP to do. Ugh. *Complains* Ciao~
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A huge ass number of people come up to me and will ask how the hell I managed to fuck up school that bad. And I prefer to just brush it off. I don't particularly like talking about it cos I know I messed up big time but that doesn't mean I regret anything I've done.


Whatever I did, it's because I wanted to. I flunked and skipped school happily and served me right for getting into a huge ass amount of trouble for it. Good. So it woke me up. It's something no one can teach me. Sometimes it's better to learn things the hard way.


I appreciate all the support I get from left right and center, I have the awesomest friends and I know so. But just so you know, I will never regret whatever I've done. That's just not how I roll man. Cos I know I'm changed for the better now. :)


And besides, the current Year Twos are waaaay better than some~ people I know in my batch. Haha. Just sayin'. Good night.


Ciao~
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If there was ever a time that I thought I could just walk away unscathed, then that time is over. I cannot be happy without you now. Every day I fall harder. Every thing is starting to make more sense and gaining more purpose.

I'm trying my best to change. And I know you will support me no matter where I'm at. Just the thought of disappointing you is my motivation to do better, to be a better person. If not for you, I don't know how I'd even get up in the morning. And quite literally too hehe.

Because you woke me up and gave me the life that I have now,



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Loads of ups and downs. Back in school. But in just two weeks I fucked up so many things. Got depressed a whole lot and an absent (physically) boyfriend. But omg I love him madly cos he just seems to make everything a whole lot better.


And my girls... I love you people. I can't wait til next week when you two minahs are back from partying nabehs hahaha. School ain't the same without you guys. Teaching Mad random Malay words is sumpah funny. Hahahaha.


My life has been going great. Seriously trying to balance out my life. Been doing pretty well. If not for him pushing me, God knows where I'll be right now.. Probably trying to look for a job right now.. O.O


I know you can't always be there for me but I know you do your best. Thank you sayang. :) So don't get charged or do stupid things or I will seriously whack you sia. Hahaha.


These days I black out the moment I get home so I'm too tired to be here. Haha. Love you all. CIAO~
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CRAZIEST WEEK EVER. FULLSTOP. PERIOD.


Had the best times getting all dressed up for Halloween Horrors. Tiring as fucks. Had a few proposals (since I'm Cinderella and shit) and generally zoning out a lot because when I'm in character as a bimbo I just go ZZZZZZZZZZ.


Then came the rashes. Then came the face swells. Hahahaha this girl is really one kind I tell you. Thank God I'm not allergic to any food (not that I know of anyways) or it'll really be a bitch. I look horrendous. Macam Rocky lah, easy to say.


I got an injection on my ass, THAT'S A FIRST MAN. Which hurt like a bitch and now I'm poofing up more than ever. Can't wait to take the meds again. It seems to be working. I hope I'm not fucking allergic to it thou. Major FML if I was.


Tired.


AND I AM TRYING TO POST THE PHOTOS OKAY. Only that FB is being sucha bitch! Hmph. Ciao baby ciao~


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